We say all the time to never underestimate the power of a
kind word. It is very true, regardless of who you are speaking to, be it a
stranger, friend, family, or even your own child. It can have such a profound impact
on that person. Words are powerful, for better or worse. They can make or break
a person or relationship. They can make
or break a moment or experience. I think this is especially true when it comes
to our own children. Especially when they suffer from low self-esteem and struggle
so much with their own self-worth.
Last week I went on a sailing regatta and boy did I need the
break! I felt like I was going stir crazy and just losing my mind. I was
becoming short with everyone and everything and I just couldn’t curb it. We
were having a really rough start to summer and I was really stressed. The kiddo was testing every boundary under
the sun and it was just teenage attitude to the nth degree and then some. I
wasn’t sure he was going to survive much longer. I was counting down and really looking
forward to a few days away, completely disconnected from the world.
During the trip I received a pretty juicy concussion. I was pretty out of it and very tired
(naturally). A few days later when we
returned home and I picked my son up, I promptly fell asleep on the couch at a
mere 4:00 in the afternoon. Oops. I remember him waking me up at some point to
ask me something about dinner and chicken noodle soup. Then again with
something about showering. Then finally about bed. At that point I was so
groggy I didn’t even know what day it was. He reminded me of his rule of going
to bed (if mommy is too tired then mommy needs to go to bed and not sleep on
the couch) and I sent him to bed. At this point I got up, tucked him in, told
him I was sorry for being so out of it and that I was proud of him for being so
on the ball, and went to bed myself.
The next day I didn’t fare much better but I did make it to
work and get through the day. He helped me quite a bit throughout the day with
getting the dishes done, helping me make dinner, getting things I needed when I
was too dizzy and sick to move, and making sure he got his shower and took his
meds. My boy was on the ball. I kept telling him how proud of was of him and
how amazing he was being.
Things have pretty much continued in that way. He’s being
patient with me. He’s reminding me of things. He’s showering me with hugs and
kisses. He’s letting me sleep. He’s letting the dog in and out without
screaming at the broken screen door. And I can only respond with how proud I am
of him and how amazing he is being. He really has been a rock star.
Here we are today and I’m in my room after a shower and he
comes upstairs with the towels I had started to wash the other day. Dry. Ready
to be put away. Big grin on his face. He started his own laundry without being
asked. When he realized he forgot some clothes, he didn’t flip out (which is
HUGE) he just came to me and said he didn’t know what to do. So I helped him
build a load with a blanket and two jackets I couldn’t fit in my wash from the
trip.
I got to thinking while on the trip about all the hype over
having your kids be outside and creative and not on anything electronic over
the summer. At first I thought it was a great idea, let’s have him be creative
first before getting on the computer! Have him draw, have him use Legos,
whatever. But you know what? Who cares? He goes to a camp with other Autistic
kiddos for socialization and anger management skills. When he is on the
computer he IS creating. He’s making computer game levels and characters. He
works so hard all school year to keep it together, he deserves the break too.
The entire dynamic in this house has changed. He’s listening
again (actually coming the first time I call, not after I turn into the crazy
woman and go looking for him), he’s doing what he’s being asked to do, he’s not
whining, he’s not yelling, and the attitude? So far it’s on hiatus. He is
making me so proud with how well he’s been doing. He’s been making sure I’m ok.
He’s been snuggling in with me in the morning. He’s been getting me anything I
need if I can’t get up at that time due to dizziness. Last night he even made
me a S’more in the microwave so I could have a snack too. I’ve always known he’s
the best kid out there, lately, he’s been proving it all over again. All
because I keep reminding him of how amazing he is.
As a sign of gratitude on how my son was saved from autism, i decided to reach out to those still suffering from this.
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